Spamano MPREG: La Vida Lovi 14

After a week in Italy, Romulus was feeling much better and insisted his grandchildren head home. Lovino was reluctant but he had work to get back to and he didn't put up too much of a fuss. He trusted Folkert to look after his grandfather for the time being and Romulus promised not to take strolls in the heat alone. Parting was hard but they had to leave.
When they got home, the first stop was Feliciano's to drop him off and pick up the kittens as they were babysat. Once they got through the door, Feliciano ran in to hug his husband.
"I missed you so much!" Feliciano said kissing his cheek. "Ti amo!"
"Ich liebe dich auch, Feli," Ludwig said rubbing his back. "How was your grandfather?"
"He's better I'd say. How was Marina? Did she behave?"
Ludwig nodded. "She missed you."
Feliciano pouted. "I missed her too. So so much. Is she awake?"
"No, I just got her to bed."
"Okay, I won't disturb her." Pasta mewled and nudged his leg. "Oh! Right, Lovi, you can have the kitties back. Did they behave too, Luddy?"
Ludwig nodded again. "The big one wanders a lot though..."
"Yeah, Spain's a little adventurer!" Antonio said from the door. He waved. "Hi, Luddy!"
Ludwig waved then started to collect the cats. Lovino stood behind Antonio and handed him the pet carrier.
"I think you fed them too much," he complained. "They look fat."
"They're just growing, Lovi," Antonio said smiling as Ludwig put the kittens in the carrier. "I wonder how big they'll get..."
"They better not get big," Lovino said. "They're too big already."
"I'll go put them in the car," Antonio said before heading out.
Lovino turned to go with him but Feliciano held him back again. "Lovi, is Tonio going to stay with you at your place?"
"He better not. He has work and Francis's is closer."
"Oh, well I talked to Luddy and we think it might be good for you to stay here with us for a while."
Lovino looked between them both. "Why?"
"Well, we thought it might be lonely for you to be in your place all alone."
"I've lived there like this for two years," he said.
Feliciano frowned. "I know but after what happened..."
"A little family support could do you some good," Ludwig said.
Lovino grimaced. "I don't need your support. I'm fine."
"Lovi..." Feliciano pouted. "At least could you promise us you'll rest? You shouldn't over work yourself."
"I run a very fragile company," Lovino said. "This past week off has already put me behind schedule. I can't afford to sit around."
Feliciano frowned. "Okay... But you know if you need anyone to talk to, we're here."
"I don't need your help," Lovino said turning and leaving.
When he and Antonio got back to his house, he let the cats out and put on the TV. Roma got on the couch and curled up with him, looking for belly rubs. Lovino obliged and watched Antonio come over and sit down.
"You should go back to Francis's after dinner."
"Huh?" Antonio tilted his head. "But I want to stay here with you."
"You need to be on time for work tomorrow and his place is closer."
"But Lovi..." Antonio wrapped an arm around him. "I promised to look after you."
"Cazzo... Why is everyone so keen on me resting and shit?!"
"Because you lost a baby," Antonio said. "You're upset."
"I'm fucking fine!" Lovino said. "I'm going to work tomorrow and you should too! You need this job, Toni!"
Antonio frowned and got up. "Okay... Can I make dinner though?"
"Sure..."
Antonio did his best to whip together something good from Lovino's somewhat lacking fridge. This was understandable since they'd been away for a week and Lovino hadn't gotten groceries for a while. Otherwise, there would've been a much better selection since Lovino only liked having the best.
Soup was made and the Spaniard served it in the living room. They ate and watched TV quietly for a while. Once he'd finished, Antonio put away his dishes and sat back down with Lovino.
"Are we ever going to talk about this?"
Lovino raised an eyebrow. "Talk about what?"
"What happened."
"We've been talking about it for a bit too long in my mind."
"No, I mean really talk about it. I want to know...where we're going from here. I want to know if you want to try again."
Lovino stopped eating and put down his bowl. "...It's too soon."
"Okay, but will you want to after a while?"
Lovino looked down. Can't you tell it's not going to happen? "I don't know yet."
"Oh..." Antonio sighed but leaned over and kissed his cheek. "Te amo. I'll leave now."
Lovino blinked and looked up to him as he went to the hall. "...Do you have a raincoat?"
"Hm? No..." Antonio looked out the window noticing it was raining. "Shoot..."
Lovino thought a minute. Driving him would probably force them into either awkward silence or else awkward conversation. "You can borrow mine."
"You don't have to lend it to me."
"Just use it. It's should clear up in the morning." Lovino got up to go find it and brought it to Antonio. "Here. Take my umbrella too."
"Okay..." The Spaniard shrugged on the coat and took the umbrella. "Gracias." He kissed Lovino on the lips and went to the door.
"Ti amo, troppo..."
Antonio smiled and left. Lovino sighed and went back in. He looked for the kittens and brought them together. Spain licked his fingers while Pasta snuggled against his chest. Roma just squirmed wanting to get down. He took them to his room with him and let them go on the bed. Roma and Spain started to fight while Pasta curled up to sleep. Lovino separated them to either side of him and laid down for early bed. Watching the kittens be themselves calmed him because he was more than certain he was going to cry.
Why did it have to be this way? He wanted nothing more than to try for another baby with Antonio but the man had been dealt a bad hand. Now he thought he really could have kids. The mess was only getting worse and now Lovino had the worry knowing his grandfather's condition was getting worse on top of it all.
This is all just one big sick joke, right? He laid back and stared at the ceiling. Roma crawled over and sat on his face. She purred, getting all comfortable and kneading his cheek with her tiny kitten paws. He cursed quietly and moved her down to his chest.
"You're lucky you're just a kitten," he said scratching her back. "You don't have to worry about work, family, love... Your whole world is eat, play, poop and sleep. You don't even have to worry about getting pregnant because you're going to get spayed."
She mewled and dug her claws into his chest to get more comfortable.
"Hey..." He pulled her claws out. "Don't give me that. You're living with two boys. It's gonna happen and don't think your brother won't think about it too because you're cats and you don't care about that shit."
She looked at him not understanding a single thing and just purred. He pet her and closed his eyes. It was a rough night to say the least.